Alright!!

So I finally been preoccupied by the Lord's Love which has allowed for me to be obedient! I turned in my paper work to volunteer and I'm more serious about preparing my tides and extra offerings as soon as I get paid and not Sunday morning lol. Honestly putting God first feels good because I know that he is the only one that continues to look after me regardless of my actions.  I can never repay the debt of His blood but I can share HIS awesomeness! 


So what am I still struggling with?  Honoring my parents, i don't think im disrespectful but my mom has been really getting on my nerves (I did her hair right after I got off on Sat and that was a headache lol) and she has this habit of interrupting my sleep numerous amounts times to ask my simple questions.  I really can't stand when people have no regard for my resting.... that is soo disrespectful. Yesterday she flicked on my bedroom lights just to ask me if her shoes matched for the 5th time.  I was soo tempted to unscrew my light bulb and lock my door.  I jokingly told her that it annoys me when she asks me random questions (especially about items SHE misplaced).  I also don't like when she exists my room and forgets to close the door.  It wouldn't bother me so much if her boyfriend wasn't walking around, I don't like random men looking at me lying in my bed.


Anyways I'm still reading Nehemiah a chapter a day and I'm really contemplating about changing my diet and hair/skin regiment.  I want to stop eating processed meats and food.  I also want to use only natural products in my hair and skin.  As I nourish my spirit with the word everyday I want to also nourish my body like God intended.  I have more hours this week at work so im happy about that : ).  Still looking for a full-time job relevant to my major but while im looking im going to focus on rejuvenating my spirit and body.  Oh yea I want to gain 20 lbs of muscle! Gaining weight, eating right and using natural products can be very expensive so I guess ill dab a little for now and hopefully before Jan I will have that job but for now no processed meats!! AND lots of carbs!